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Another day passes towards my demise,
Another year passes. Am I now wise?
Can I solve my problems and find a cure?
Can I find a love that is purer than pure?

Do I feel better or should I feel worse?
Is this a blessing or a goddamn curse?
Do I think about life or does it think about me?
Leave me alone. Leave me to be.

Dark thoughts arise on this day of joy.
Are we of free will or am I god's toy.
This is a question I just cannot pop.
So I'm gonna drink. Drink 'til I drop.

- Kristjan "Birthday Boy" Pärt

(Google it assholes, it's mine.)

I'm sorry, ok? I just can't think of happy things now.
Not that I'm sad about getting older, it's not that.
Just that people make a big deal of a birthday and I only see it as an excuse to party.
Is that wrong? Am I wrong?
Who cares. Let's get wasted! (see, I told you: party, party, party .. all I can think of)

[Malcolm, sa oled ainus, kes seda loeb.]
[Võibolla ka Tõnised, aga eriti mitte teised.]
[Ainult siis kui Malcolm neile lingi annab.] I'm so happy, cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head. I'm so ugly. But that's ok.
'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors.
Sunday morning. Is everyday for all I care.
And I'm not scared. Light my candles.
In a daze cause I've found god.

- Nirvana : "Lithium"